Yes, why indeed? Its easy to get complacent don’t you think. You imagine that you are on top of it all and then you’re not. You expect people to be reasonable, but no. A recent example of that has occurred which has caused me some stress.
My most recent song mixed just before writing this post.
Well there we go. Some people are just little shits and there is nothing you can do about it. But they just continue to get away with it.
Its a time when echo’s from the past often become much louder to us. My ghosts are demanding attention, though ever so politely in their requests for a gap in my schedule.
But they will persist politely requesting until the new year I expect. Usually then they tend to drift of of there own accord seemingly having found other diversions and distractions.
Its going to be one of those days/weeks for me. I have been keeping myself occupied a fair bit in the last few weeks which has lifted my spirits in the main, but this week I have no musical outings on the agenda so I shall have to go into lockdown mode and get make myself get on with other stuff, before the doom pixies manifest and taunt me, as they must for so it is written in the ancient scriptures.
I played in St Peter and St Pauls Church Olney recently. This is one of Jon’s own songs.
Avoiding the hibernation urge is difficult though and particularly at the time of writing. I a have a track waiting for a vocal that will be the next “thing ” I do. I just have to get started with it. Easier said than done though of course. Winter is a struggle for me and is when I am most prone to mental health issues. I get by but its difficult at times. My compass does not always steer me true at this season.
I’m typing this in a break in a recording session. I just did a vocal take that sounds quite edgy. Also a guitar part. Sometimes singing gives me a pain in the sinus. I could do without that really. I will stop recording now and let it all ferment a bit. that will also make it obvious if I need to add anything else or just mix the track as it sounds full already. Less is often more as I keep trying to convince myself.
Speaking of news, it’s mostly tragic at the time of writing, the headlines reflect unsettling events and conflicts. Ukraine, Palestine, Israel and all the rest. The suffering endured by innocent people is deeply saddening, regardless of the terminology used to describe it. The gravity of the situation becomes even more apparent when we’re confronted with such realities through our screens.
Ideally I would like to go out and socialise say 3 or 4 times a week and the rest of the time with my recording and writing music, writing my blog and stuff. I don’t do too badly really. Some days are hard. Obviously if I had an extended family that would take up some time too, but I don’t. Pub friends are usually acquaintances really in most cases, unless your are in a real village in which case they might be proper mates as well. My friendships usually are formed from a mutual interest and some become more than that. All my women friends know enough about me to get me hung drawn and quartered
As you contemplate the idea of writing a piece of music, it’s only natural to feel overwhelmed by the enormity of the subject matter. How can words alone capture the complexity of the world’s sorrows, well of course its not words alone. Sometimes, music has a way of transcending the limitations of language, allowing melodies and rhythms to convey emotions that words alone cannot express. Perhaps, through music, you can find a way to lend a voice to the unspoken and offer solace to those who suffer. Of course you may just sound trite, maybe you offer solace only to yourself.
Engaging in music-related activities can be a great way to counterbalance the winter blues or simply express them, but it can’t eradicate them. Music has a unique ability to transport us to different emotional landscapes, offering solace and comfort during challenging times. It’s a way to connect with our emotions and find a release, especially when the world around us seems to be filled with distressing news.
I completely understand the struggle of navigating through the gloomy winter days and the impact it can have on our moods. It seems like a recurring theme for many of us as we transition from the vibrant outdoors to the confinement of our offices, just to find ourselves arriving and leaving in darkness. However, it’s uplifting to hear that you were able to soak in the crisp and clear autumnal sunshine during your morning outing.
In the comfort of your surroundings, you have the opportunity to explore the intangible connections between your emotions and the melodies that dance through your mind. Your creativity has the potential to touch hearts and serve as a reminder that even in the face of turmoil, there is still beauty to be found.
So, as you sit there, gazing at your screen, know that your desire to express, create, and uplift through music is a remarkable endeavour. Keep embracing the sunlight, both literal and metaphorical, and let it inspire the notes that flow from your soul.
Diana Stone and Vicky Martin. January 2019
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