I ran out of spoons. Finally. Its Monday start of week 6 in hospital. And it got worse.
I had a cytooapy which was agony. but then it turns out I might have cancer,
Fuck… Its raining right now for sure. Thats a real kick in the head.
What can I say. I feel a void…

Maybe one day universe but I guess its not today
Wish I had some witty reppost but not today I am afraid.