So I am trying a few things out. What things I hear you ask? Not telling I say. You will have to wait and see. I am writing and recording a new tune. Might be a song IDK yet. First day I have done much though I have been playing a bit of Piano interspersed with brief spells standing in front of the aircon like Marilyn Munroe over the subway vent grill in the film Seven Year Itch 😂 I have been jolly tired but I think I know why. Its difficult to take on board I imagine. I am very much but for very different reasons trying to make adjustments too but Its hard when certainty is ripped away. I am as much adrift as I was when I was a teenager . What is this adulting thing anyway. The fragile confidence I had gained has temporarily slipped its moorings.
Also today I am getting back to recording having started a new tune so I was doing the tracks for that. I had to take a bit of a break as suddenly got very tired.

Here is a quick tinkle from the Real book. It was a hot day to be sure.

I’m Old Fashioned

@dianastonemusic #dianastone #piano #dianastonemusic #lovemymusic ♬ original sound – Diana Stone

I am really wondering what to do about certain aspects of my life. I am not doing a lot of things I want to due to anxiety that has crept up on me over the last few months and left me sort of frozen or trapped like a fly in amber. Preserved but not going anywhere anytime soon. After a few days of much to warm today I just feel annoyed and tired and irritable and exhausted and trapped…

Mini rant incoming:

Some prominent Trans activist people in the UK are saying they will leave the UK and some have already done so if/encase Reform get in and so forth. I was just about to post “Guess what you entitled middle class twats, a lot of us can’t, so whilst you lot swan off we will be fighting it out with our Zimmer frames” under a comment by a trans activist that wants to do a runner. My point is most of us cant do that. Yes its their choice. Hardly fucking expressing solidarity though is it. Go on a big march wave your banners and then run away. Funniest thing yet. Andy Burnham says with regard to Trans people ” live and let live” but is now being branded as a Transphobe. Its all gone mad….I am pretty sure he is not actually.

End of Mini Rant

I have back trouble today which has manifested out of thin air it seems. I had a rough time with the arthritis yesterday and that’s tired me out big time. I still did manage to do stuff though on the musical front even so. Also I took a stroll around the manor and down to the river which I have not done for quite a while for various reasons. A pleasant enough excursion and I put some injector cleaner in my car as well as its a bit poorly at present. I am not sure if it will actually help but its worth a go.
The weather has broken from the heatwave as expected. It makes it a bit easy to actually do stuff theoretically though I am at a standstill today.

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