Seriously, the world doesn’t work like that. Even if you try paying them. So to with start here is a new song.
Dreaming I Was Reborn
I have temporarily taken car off the market to look at other ways to shift it. I think I was a bit too honest in my advert. I may even get it fixed 🙂 So onto plan B. I have a friend. No seriously I really do. Actually one. Not imaginary…
My main problem over the years has been this. Socialising outside my peer group was difficult as I was always doing something else. You get a dinner party invite, but you can’t go as you have a gig for example. Yes most people I know are artists/musicians to a degree of course. But also a few people I know actually pretty much straight hetero pensioners, but not ones that are massive football fans for example(though some are). To me acceptance is the same a tolerance. One can feel isolated of course.
I am trying to get things on an even keel again. My finances are screwed temporally though as ever. I have pumped out a lot of music (particularly over the last 3 years) and on some of it the mixes are not as good as they could be. Taking it a bit slower is maybe the answer to that but also getting some of the other distractions out of my head that are nagging me somewhat. My head’s still pretty much in turmoil right now. The Trump thing blows my mind though I expected it to happen it’s bizarre and verging on the surreal. Turkeys voting for christmas isn’t even the half of it.
We all need to make a living so what would you do? What is your line in the sand never to be crossed? When does harmless fun become toxic. We all sell something, serve someone and how much do we actually value ourselves?
So many questions and so few answers.
Time races by faster and faster. We try to get older and more disgraceful if we are spared. Well at least I do anyway.
