Ok, things are not going well. I have lost most of the rather limited confidence that I had left. My self-esteem has pretty much dropped to zero. I really don’t feel confident to do anything now. I have been lurking in my studio/music room/den quite a bit as it’s about the only thing that sufficiently distracts me for any length of time but even that is not working anymore.
So here’s a tune I recorded recently based on a song I wrote earlier in the year. I think it works sort of.