Category Archives: Musings

Just doing boring stuff around the flat, including the dreaded DIY as a few little teething problems need sorting out. A quick google and youtube look up and the required info was found which will hopefully solve one issue at least.  I have been slightly beset by anxiety recently, which was not helped by windows 10 updating and causing major problems that took a day and a half to sort out.

On the wildlife front there are so many spiders and spiderwebs about the place. External I hasten to add.  This does of course mean not many flies.  I also watched some of the manchester bombing memorial service on the box. Time has really flown by this year.

 

Sanity, is it over rated?

Perhaps it is. Times are challenging at present. Surrealists to the left of us, surrealists to the right of us.  Life, who would have thought it? At the moment it seems there is nobody that I can actually have a reasonable conversation with, and it’s getting me down.  My tolerance of stupidity has dropped to zero now.  Its gives me a feeling of extreme isolation like being the last person in the building that has to turn the lights out and lock the door.

I should have everything I need now in terms of the mundane domestic stuff. A comfortable  place to live and my material needs all satisfied. All taken care of now.  So whats up? Don’t have a clue… perhaps its that moment when you look in the mirror and truly see yourself as you are, and think oh shit is that really me?