Today was a wasted day when I made a fundamental mistake. Trying to fit in and be helpful. Spoiler, it didn’t work. I am getting on with music stuff again now. Annoyed about a wasted day when I could have been doing something useful. Especially after being too tired to do anything the day before. Triple Ho Ho Hum… Maybe tomorrow.

My brain is still a bit wintryfied at present though and I do feel I could just sleep and sleep. I feel as if I am missing something in general a little. Perhaps because so much of my daily existence is virtual through screens and so both real and yet also at one remove. Its weird to know as internet buddies people in the USA and Africa but also Leicester that one may never meet but they seem as familiar as siblings. Such a world was unimaginable when we were growing up. A long distance phone call was a special thing, not calling the US toll free. I know how it works to an extent but it still feels like Science Fiction to me. Like being able to know in some cases who listens to my music by their names and see a picture of them in Japan or Iran or Uzbekistan. No wonder it’s hard to keep a grip on reality.

One Step Forward

If there is a future I wish you well with it and that at least some of your hopes and dreams maybe fulfilled. Me, well today I do feel pretty old to be honest. Who knows where all that time went? It’s still winter outside. Those were the days.