{"id":84470,"date":"2017-07-05T23:16:27","date_gmt":"2017-07-05T22:16:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/?p=84470"},"modified":"2017-07-05T23:17:38","modified_gmt":"2017-07-05T22:17:38","slug":"pending-review","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2017\/07\/05\/pending-review\/","title":{"rendered":"Pending review"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"84471\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2017\/07\/05\/pending-review\/cloudyfiddle\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?fit=1000%2C563&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1000,563\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"cloudyfiddle\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?fit=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?fit=604%2C340&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84471\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?resize=604%2C340\" alt=\"\" width=\"604\" height=\"340\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?w=1000&amp;ssl=1 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/cloudyfiddle.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/>Well today was a bad day. I felt very low, sometimes however much I try things just get on top of me. I get angry, frustrated and all logic goes out of the window. \u00a0That&#8217;s one of the gifts depression brings to the party. \u00a0 So today I have been trying unsuccessfully to shift my mood with many distractions. \u00a0Listening to music from my teenage years Neal Young, Elton John, Hendrix, Yes and also a bit of other stuff like the Dudley Moore trio. !968 to 1972 in particular was an incredible time more music and revisiting it helped me a bit. \u00a0I am still fighting it out with a French Language course but being dyslexic doesn&#8217;t really help to much, but I can&#8217;t give up. So many times in my life it seems as though I have had to though. \u00a0Its very frustrating, or maybe I am a lot stupider than I thought I was.<\/p>\n<p>I also started recording a track\u00a0which will be a song once I have sorted the lyrics into some sort of order. I spent a couple of hours working on that. \u00a0I think it might be a reasonable number if I can get a good enough vocal on it. I can sing but my voice is not going to win awards. In the past I did work with some guest vocalists on some collaboration&#8217;s but personal circumstances make that a bit difficult to do here.<\/p>\n<p>Also I am listening to the sound and production on recordings I really like to see if I can get some sort of warmth into my own stuff. Some of the 70&#8217;s stuff is particularly appealing. Perhaps I need to open the doors up figuratively and literally \u00a0and try again?<\/p>\n<p>Now I am a bit wary of people and i am not always a good judge of character, I can be easily fooled or duped if I don&#8217;t keep my wits about me. \u00a0Also I often get suspicious of peoples \u00a0motives and that can get me in trouble if I misinterpret them. The trouble is often ends up with me feeling isolated and cutting myself off from opportunity.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well today was a bad day. I felt very low, sometimes however much I try things just get on top of me. I get angry, frustrated and all logic goes out of the window. \u00a0That&#8217;s one of the gifts depression brings to the party. \u00a0 So today I have been trying unsuccessfully to shift my &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2017\/07\/05\/pending-review\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Pending review<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"Pending review","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[12,25],"class_list":["post-84470","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musings","tag-diana","tag-music-2"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6NRDR-lYq","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":176547,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2024\/01\/31\/when-there-is-a-new-tune\/","url_meta":{"origin":84470,"position":0},"title":"When There Is A New Tune&#8230;","author":"diana Stone","date":"January 31, 2024","format":false,"excerpt":"You know what must be done. 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At the time of writing the UK is still part of the EU though I suspect not for that much longer sadly. I have spent a lot of time soul searching\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Musings&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Musings","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/musings\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":179061,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2025\/06\/22\/still-too-hot\/","url_meta":{"origin":84470,"position":3},"title":"Still too hot.","author":"diana Stone","date":"June 22, 2025","format":false,"excerpt":"It's still to hot for me. Here's a short Piano mood piece. Just a modal minor tune.It might grow into something else as well though. Diana Stones Glasscage \u00b7 Afterthought For Piano I feel very worn again. 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