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<\/p>\nIts been a bit of \u00a0a\u00a0strain keeping spirits up at present. My father in law has recently had a\u00a0very severe stroke, having been until very recently an active 92 year old doing his own garden and mostly looking after\u00a0himself. \u00a0He is semi-conscious and\u00a0on his way out and\u00a0\u00a0expected to last a few days at most. \u00a0This has hit my partner very hard as i think she expected him to go on for ever.\u00a0\u00a0He decided to stop taking his meds about a month before this happened and said he was fed up. His wife died 3 years back and they were a very close couple, and he was active but a rather insular sort of person in many ways. He was also like many older people fairly far to the right, so when I would go and visit I would\u00a0try and keep the conversation as far away as possible from anything remotely contentious. Since my Mrs retired she had gone and visited on a fairly regular basis\u00a0as had her other 2 sisters who lived fairly\u00a0close by, so he has has seen a lot of his family and extended family in recent years.<\/p>\n
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I will not be waiting at the bedside though having watched both my parents die in hospital (My father died when\u00a0I\u00a0was 27)\u00a0and in one of those strange circumstances my Grandfather who died when I was talking to him when I was about 7 years old. Also my older sister who passed a couple of years back. It makes you feel a bit like the Angel of death as you visit and the next thing you know people are dead.\u00a0\u00a0Often its the case that you wait at the bedside and the moment that you leave they pass.\u00a0\u00a0Apparently he \u00a0reasonably\u00a0 comfortable at present…..<\/p>\n
Last night the news about the attack in Nice came through just as I was about to go to sleep and that was\u00a0a real shock particularly due to the nature of it. How one can ever.protect against such events\u00a0\u00a0is very\u00a0difficult to comprehend.<\/p>\n
The world has so much conflict and pain in it day to day and so much is virtually unreported.<\/p>\n
This weekend we are only playing one gig at the Ealing Blues Festival and at present my heart is really not in it. A close friend is also having\u00a0 family problems which I won’t mention here too.<\/p>\n
Must be time for a cup of tea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Its been a bit of \u00a0a\u00a0strain keeping spirits up at present. My father in law has recently had a\u00a0very severe stroke, having been until very recently an active 92 year old doing his own garden and mostly looking after\u00a0himself. \u00a0He is semi-conscious and\u00a0on his way out and\u00a0\u00a0expected to last a few days at most. \u00a0This … Continue reading The world this weekend<\/span>