{"id":39533,"date":"2016-04-23T21:02:27","date_gmt":"2016-04-23T20:02:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/?p=39533"},"modified":"2016-04-25T20:18:11","modified_gmt":"2016-04-25T19:18:11","slug":"whats-it-all-about-then","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2016\/04\/23\/whats-it-all-about-then\/","title":{"rendered":"What’s it all about then"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"DianaApril23\"Yep, \u00a0it’s been one of those weeks. My car is making weird noises and I need to get it sorted soon. I discover I have a broken crown when I go to the dentist(which I hate). My motivation is sadly lacking and the last tune I was working on ground to a halt.
\nPrince dying was a real downer too of course. I was not a massive fan, perhaps because there is not enough time to listen to everything that’s out there, so I may have missed out. On the plus side I had a really good gig with the Delta Ladies last night down in Dorking that was a very \u00a0pleasant surprise. Tomorrow night \u00a0I am playing at \u00a0the Mitre in Barnet which is a very good pub, \u00a0but sadly a long way from Battersea so I can’t drop in as often as I would like. \u00a0That should be fun. I wish the weather would get its act together though, as I could do with a bit of the warm stuff. I do tend to veer between getting bogged down in gloom and floating along thinking everything is cool, so I am in an odd space at present.<\/p>\n

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I do suffer from a constant anxiety and I am also a raving hypochondriac. When I was younger I had dread full panic attacks, often waking in the middle of the night. As years have gone by I have graduated towards a general low level existential angst. \u00a0Thats where my heads at now. I don’t want feel I \u00a0live in a world that feels as those the bad guys are mostly winning but that is how it feels now. \u00a0I also have a lot of guilt about being me and living in a world that I feel I am somewhat of an outsider in.<\/p>\n

Once upon a time in Scarborough. perhaps this is why I have never been back lol.<\/p>\n