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F**k this hospital shit, I am about on my limit now…Don’t want to say what i am thinking out loud right now. It feels at present as though everything worthwhile in my life that mattered or had any point in my life is now permanently beyond my reach. This is going to break me. Not the pain, not the indignities, but what’s left? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I can’t do this, I really can’t…

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F**k this hospital shit, I am about on my limit now…Don’t want to say what i am thinking out loud right now. It feels at present as though everything worthwhile in my life that mattered or had any point in my life is now permanently beyond my reach. This is going to break me. 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