{"id":180521,"date":"2026-10-26T20:33:14","date_gmt":"2026-10-26T20:33:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/?p=180521"},"modified":"2026-10-26T20:33:27","modified_gmt":"2026-10-26T20:33:27","slug":"i-rang-the-samaritans","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2026\/10\/26\/i-rang-the-samaritans\/","title":{"rendered":"I rang the Samaritans"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I ran out of spoons. Finally. Its Monday start of week 6 in hospital.  And it  got worse.<br>I had a cytooapy which was agony. but then it turns out I might have cancer,<br>Fuck&#8230; Its raining right now for sure.  Thats a real kick in the head.<br>What can  I say. I feel a void&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"604\" height=\"604\" data-attachment-id=\"180523\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2026\/10\/26\/i-rang-the-samaritans\/bestlife1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?fit=800%2C800&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"800,800\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-title=\"bestlife1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?fit=604%2C604&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?resize=604%2C604&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-180523\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?w=800&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?resize=50%2C50&amp;ssl=1 50w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bestlife1.jpg?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe one day universe but I guess its not today<br>Wish I had some witty reppost but not today I am afraid.<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I ran out of spoons. Finally. Its Monday start of week 6 in hospital. And it got worse.I had a cytooapy which was agony. but then it turns out I might have cancer,Fuck&#8230; Its raining right now for sure. Thats a real kick in the head.What can I say. I feel a void&#8230; Maybe one &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2026\/10\/26\/i-rang-the-samaritans\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I rang the Samaritans<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-180521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musings"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6NRDR-KXD","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=180521"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180521\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":180524,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180521\/revisions\/180524"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=180521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=180521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=180521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}