{"id":174828,"date":"2021-02-03T15:43:28","date_gmt":"2021-02-03T15:43:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/?p=174828"},"modified":"2021-02-03T15:43:28","modified_gmt":"2021-02-03T15:43:28","slug":"february-first-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2021\/02\/03\/february-first-thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"February first thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"boldgrid-section\">\n<div class=\"container\">\n<div class=\"row\">\n<div class=\"col-md-12 col-xs-12 col-sm-12\">\n<p class=\"\">February has got off to a slightly wonky start it has to be said.&nbsp; I have now been doing my extended daily exercise routine for about 3 weeks and I have had to row back slightly due to problems that I suspect are linked to over enthusiasm. Currently I am doing most of&nbsp; my typing standing up. This seems to be mostly an improvement in on area. Some gain but this&nbsp; week a little too much pain sadly has put the kibosh on it a tad. Also anxiety is still a major issue.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"\">In the world outside&nbsp; this room there is some better news at least including the possibility of an early&nbsp; relaxation of some Covid restrictions.&nbsp; This due to evidence mounting that vaccination is reducing the&nbsp; the R rate and also natural immunity having a similar effect.&nbsp; There is still plenty of fake pandemic ant-vax news flowing far and wide sadly.&nbsp; Especially on Facebook where everyone is a virologist of course. But&nbsp; some good news along the way.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And of course the last Trump has well and truly sounded&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\">So musically I continue to boldly go, but sadly only via the internet at present of course which is sometimes a difficult thing to do in terms of motivation.&nbsp; Often though it is simply a matter of starting and stuff happens. Occasionally on a day of zero inspiration just going though a practice routine may awaken an idea or two that starts in a&nbsp; fairly uninspired way but finds its own life in the process of simply doing stuff.&nbsp; The molding of the clay suggests something random and so it is with sounds too.&nbsp; The result may be far removed from the starting point or original direction at inception.<br \/>\nTechnically I have plenty&nbsp; of resources which almost leads to having too much choice, which leads to dithering and time wasting.&nbsp; The main point is of course the result, and of course results and your millage may vary \ud83d\ude42 The dulcima looks at me sort of funny from the corner daring me to do something with it. I have tried and continue to do so but so far I have not managed to hit my stride with it.&nbsp; It remains a little aloof it seems.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>In <a href=\"https:\/\/delatladies.com\">Delta Ladies<\/a>&nbsp; news&nbsp; the last remaining festival we are booked on has now moved to July 2022 as I expected it would. That seems a very long way off at the moment but there is talk of a virtual appearance of some sort this year as a place older and moral booster hinting at better times.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\">Our building works nearby are in the final phase so soon we should have our public open space open. By April though sooner would I hope if possible. That will make a huge difference as we approach the start of our 4th year in Great Denham. So much has changed since moving here of course and most of my expectations have been swept away on the wind.&nbsp; And find I have very little left to say about anything now.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"174831\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2021\/02\/03\/february-first-thoughts\/20210117_143908\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?fit=842%2C632&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"842,632\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"20210117_143908\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?fit=604%2C453&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-174831\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?resize=604%2C453\" alt=\"\" width=\"604\" height=\"453\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?w=842&amp;ssl=1 842w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20210117_143908.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/> <img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"174832\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2021\/02\/03\/february-first-thoughts\/20201221_164218-1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C1920&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1920\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;SM-J320FN&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1608568938&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;1.924&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;800&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.125&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"20201221_164218 1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?fit=604%2C453&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-174832\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1.jpg?resize=604%2C453\" alt=\"\" width=\"604\" height=\"453\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?w=1208 1208w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/20201221_164218-1-scaled.jpg?w=1812 1812w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"\">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"\">&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>February has got off to a slightly wonky start it has to be said.&nbsp; I have now been doing my extended daily exercise routine for about 3 weeks and I have had to row back slightly due to problems that I suspect are linked to over enthusiasm. Currently I am doing most of&nbsp; my typing &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2021\/02\/03\/february-first-thoughts\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">February first thoughts<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[60,4,3,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-174828","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-glass-cage","category-music","category-musings","category-whatever"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6NRDR-JtO","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":174043,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2020\/12\/30\/some-good-news-we-hope-for-2021\/","url_meta":{"origin":174828,"position":0},"title":"Some good news we hope for 2021","author":"diana Stone","date":"December 30, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"The Oxford vaccine has been approved.\u00a0 So we are now hopefully at half way stage. Maybe we will be somewhere nearer to normality by mid summer then? I really do hope so particularly for those who are now in forced isolation that live alone and have been so in some\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Musings&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Musings","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/musings\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/nye2021-768x1024.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/nye2021-768x1024.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/nye2021-768x1024.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":177775,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2024\/08\/11\/the-thin-veneer-is-starting-to-crack\/","url_meta":{"origin":174828,"position":1},"title":"The Thin Veneer Is Starting To Crack","author":"diana Stone","date":"August 11, 2024","format":false,"excerpt":"My mental health is playing up and pushing me off balance slightly again. 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Although though it was not a huge attendance the audience is quite responsive and the playing is OK so that will hopefully help with the profile. I am rather pleased about\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Delta Ladies&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Delta Ladies","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/diana_stones_songs\/delta-ladies-diana_stones_songs\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":178487,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2025\/01\/03\/hello-2025-come-in-and-take-a-look-around\/","url_meta":{"origin":174828,"position":3},"title":"Hello 2025, Come in and take a look around","author":"diana Stone","date":"January 3, 2025","format":false,"excerpt":"A slightly shaky start to the year for me to be honest. A bit of anxiety triggered by catastrophizing and over thinking a few recent events I suspect. Life without meds mostly works except when it doesn't. Perhaps I am just too internalised now. 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