{"id":167586,"date":"2020-09-02T17:46:55","date_gmt":"2020-09-02T16:46:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/?p=167586"},"modified":"2020-09-11T20:59:26","modified_gmt":"2020-09-11T19:59:26","slug":"the-weekend","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2020\/09\/02\/the-weekend\/","title":{"rendered":"The weekend"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"boldgrid-section\">\n<div class=\"container\">\n<div class=\"row\">\n<div class=\"col-md-12 col-xs-12 col-sm-12\">Trying to look busy and vaguely intelligent again.<br \/>\n<img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"167698\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2020\/09\/02\/the-weekend\/26-08-20-42-diana-at-roman-gatecrop-for-blog\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C2318&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,2318\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;4&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;ILCE-7M3&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1598447247&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;28&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;10000&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.00625&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"26.08.20 42 Diana at Roman Gatecrop for blog\" data-image-description=\"&lt;p&gt;Diana Stone making a phone call&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Diana Stone making a phone call&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?fit=604%2C547&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-167698\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog.jpg?resize=604%2C547\" alt=\"\" width=\"604\" height=\"547\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C927&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C272&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C695&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1391&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1855&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?w=1208 1208w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/26.08.20-42-Diana-at-Roman-Gatecrop-for-blog-scaled.jpg?w=1812 1812w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/>It&#8217;s a Bank Holiday monday. I have nothing left to say.&nbsp; Yep I think I am getting depressed again. I thought I was going to be able to get away with it, but its got me again. So I know how you feel because there area lot of you out there feeling much the same now. Also we dont know where we are headed really. How much of a risk is it worth taking when we have no way to figure out the odds?&nbsp; How worried should I be at this stage in my life.&nbsp; Who knows. I have been working on my violin bowing technique as its a weak point in certain aspects. There are some songs which are gestating in the background as ever. It maybe though that september will not be quite as productive as previous months due to the way I am feeling right now.&nbsp; At present I mostly experiencing the world creatively through on line interactions as of course are many others. I am beginning to doubt my sanity very slightly now too in some respects. This last week I have had a flaire up of back problems too which has not done my mood much of a favour and added to the general air of doom. So first eat cake, then think on.Its difficult to look forward cheerfully though. We are are still here and that&#8217;s grand of course but just sitting on the porch gently rocking looses its appeal after a while. Also I am getting old and I do wonder what I am capable of in future if there is one. I have been fairly morbid recently in terms of my internal monologue.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"\">Why am I not learning a new skill or improving my French or whatever? The same reason that others are not I guess.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trying to look busy and vaguely intelligent again. It&#8217;s a Bank Holiday monday. I have nothing left to say.&nbsp; Yep I think I am getting depressed again. I thought I was going to be able to get away with it, but its got me again. So I know how you feel because there area lot &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2020\/09\/02\/the-weekend\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The weekend<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[10,3,15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-167586","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diana_stones_songs","category-musings","category-pictures"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6NRDR-HB0","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":175323,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2022\/04\/29\/my-new-band-paisley-underground-again\/","url_meta":{"origin":167586,"position":0},"title":"My New Band Paisley Underground Again","author":"diana Stone","date":"April 29, 2022","format":"video","excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Delta Ladies&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Delta Ladies","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/delta-ladies\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":176346,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2024\/01\/06\/more-rain-again\/","url_meta":{"origin":167586,"position":1},"title":"More Rain Again","author":"diana Stone","date":"January 6, 2024","format":false,"excerpt":"Its very wet and not in a good way, like moist or damp may sometimes be when appropriate. 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My creative river is depleted to a\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Delta Ladies&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Delta Ladies","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/delta-ladies\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/deltas-wfc-feb-2019.jpg?fit=960%2C720&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/deltas-wfc-feb-2019.jpg?fit=960%2C720&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/deltas-wfc-feb-2019.jpg?fit=960%2C720&ssl=1&resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/deltas-wfc-feb-2019.jpg?fit=960%2C720&ssl=1&resize=700%2C400 2x"},"classes":[]},{"id":172157,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2020\/11\/25\/the-nights-are-drawing-in-again\/","url_meta":{"origin":167586,"position":2},"title":"The nights are drawing in again","author":"diana Stone","date":"November 25, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00a0 Diana Stones Glasscage \u00b7 Safe In Your Arms Sad songs from me at the moment.\u00a0 It's dark as I write this now.\u00a0 The world is quiet still yet, cars going by but the building sites stopped now.\u00a0 The work is nearly finished now apart from 2 houses that still\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Diana Stones Songs&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Diana Stones Songs","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/diana_stones_songs\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":176976,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2024\/03\/31\/lonely-mostly\/","url_meta":{"origin":167586,"position":3},"title":"Lonely Mostly","author":"diana Stone","date":"March 31, 2024","format":false,"excerpt":"Sometimes it just gets to you. Today it has. I feel cut off from everything that I don't experience though the medium of a screen. Its difficult. I can see why people turn to drink I think.Its very quiet here. The usual tricks are not working at all. Its very\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Delta Ladies&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Delta Ladies","link":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/category\/delta-ladies\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/DSCF0113.JPG?fit=1200%2C900&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/DSCF0113.JPG?fit=1200%2C900&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/DSCF0113.JPG?fit=1200%2C900&ssl=1&resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/DSCF0113.JPG?fit=1200%2C900&ssl=1&resize=700%2C400 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/DSCF0113.JPG?fit=1200%2C900&ssl=1&resize=1050%2C600 3x"},"classes":[]},{"id":176175,"url":"https:\/\/glass-cage.com\/dianas_blog\/2023\/11\/19\/a-jolly-tune\/","url_meta":{"origin":167586,"position":4},"title":"A Jolly Tune","author":"diana Stone","date":"November 19, 2023","format":false,"excerpt":"Here is an upbeat trance crossover tune for you all. Posted on a dull autumn Sunday. Diana Stones Glasscage \u00b7 Dont You Feel It Too Iamfu OK, so I didn't sleep so well last night, but mostly alright. 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