Author: stone2013

We played our first ‘Hot August Fringe’ date last night, it went OK though we did not get quite the reaction we can sometimes get. There was quite an over run from the first act so we had to get on stage PDQ and that slightly killed the vibe. Not sure if the audience were expecting something more comedic as we are primarily a music act still we had a few folks in the house and its a very different kind of venue for us and so a bit of an experiment. We could not engage with the audience in the usual way. Perhaps they were too sober?

Maybe its because I’m a Londoner that I’m a psychotic paranoid lunatic
Maybe its because I’m a Londoner that I’m not safe after dark
I get a funny feeling inside of me, then I go on the prowl
Maybe its because I’m a Lunatic that I love London so….

London a perfect place for me…

I find the idea of pressing a proper CD quite appealing, and although it would cost a few bob it would be quite satisfing to do.
The track listing is pretty much sorted out so the question then is how many to press 500 or a 1000? I feel that it would be good to have something tangible rather than just the downloads. It would at least be some sort of a statement.

Will there still be buttered scones for tea?

Perhaps not

Never was there a time when I did not exist, nor you, nor all these kings; nor in the future shall any of us cease to be.

In the Vedas, in the Katha Upanisad as well as in the Svetasvatara Upanisad, it is said that the Supreme Personality of Godhead is the maintainer of innumerable living entities, in terms of their different situations according to individual work and reaction of work. That Supreme Personality of Godhead is also, by His plenary portions, alive in the heart of every living entity. Only saintly persons who can see, within and without, the same Supreme Lord, can actually attain to perfect and eternal peace.

nityo nityanam cetanas cetananam
eko bahunam yo vidadhati kaman
tam atma-stham ye ‘nupasyanti dhiras
tesam santih sasvati netaresam
(Katha 2.2.13)

The same Vedic truth given to Arjuna is given to all persons in the world who pose themselves as very learned but factually have but a poor fund of knowledge. The Lord says clearly that He Himself, Arjuna, and all the kings who are assembled on the battlefield, are eternally individual beings and that the Lord is eternally the maintainer of the individual living entities both in their conditioned as well as in their liberated situations. The Supreme Personality of Godhead is the supreme individual person, and Arjuna, the Lord’s eternal associate, and all the kings assembled there are individual, eternal persons. It is not that they did not exist as individuals in the past, and it is not that they will not remain eternal persons. Their individuality existed in the past, and their individuality will continue in the future without interruption. Therefore, there is no cause for lamentation for anyone.
The Mayavadi theory that after liberation the individual soul, separated by the covering of maya or illusion, will merge into the impersonal Brahman and lose its individual existence is not supported herein by Lord Krsna, the supreme authority. Nor is the theory that we only think of individuality in the conditioned state supported herein. Krsna clearly says herein that in the future also the individuality of the Lord and others, as it is confirmed in the Upanisads, will continue eternally. This statement of Krsna is authoritative because Krsna cannot be subject to illusion. If individuality is not a fact, then Krsna would not have stressed it so much–even for the future. The Mayavadi may argue that the individuality spoken of by Krsna is not spiritual, but material. Even accepting the argument that the individuality is material, then how can one distinguish Krsna’s individuality? Krsna affirms His individuality in the past and confirms His individuality in the future also. He has confirmed His individuality in many ways, and impersonal Brahman has been declared to be subordinate to Him. Krsna has maintained spiritual individuality all along; if He is accepted as an ordinary conditioned soul in individual consciousness, then His Bhagavad-gita has no value as authoritative scripture. A common man with all the four defects of human frailty is unable to teach that which is worth hearing. The Gita is above such literature. No mundane book compares with the Bhagavad-gita. When one accepts Krsna as an ordinary man, the Gita loses all importance. The Mayavadi argues that the plurality mentioned in this verse is conventional and that it refers to the body. But previous to this verse such a bodily conception is already condemned. After condemning the bodily conception of the living entities, how was it possible for Krsna to place a conventional proposition on the body again? Therefore, individuality is maintained on spiritual grounds and is thus confirmed by great acaryas like Sri Ramanuja and others. It is clearly mentioned in many places in the Gita that this spiritual individuality is understood by those who are devotees of the Lord. Those who are envious of Krsna as the Supreme Personality of Godhead have no bona fide access to the great literature. The nondevotee’s approach to the teachings of the Gita is something like bees licking on a bottle of honey. One cannot have a taste of honey unless one opens the bottle. Similarly, the mysticism of the Bhagavad-gita can be understood only by devotees, and no one else can taste it, as it is stated in the Fourth Chapter of the book. Nor can the Gita be touched by persons who envy the very existence of the Lord. Therefore, the Mayavadi explanation of the Gita is a most misleading presentation of the whole truth. Lord Caitanya has forbidden us to read commentations made by the Mayavadis and warns that one who takes to such an understanding of the Mayavadi philosophy loses all power to understand the real mystery of the Gita. If individuality refers to the empirical universe, then there is no need of teaching by the Lord. The plurality of the individual soul and of the Lord is an eternal fact, and it is confirmed by the Vedas as above mentioned.

Great new songs in a classic style.

Elephant Shelf  ‘In Trouble Again’

70 minutes of music from Elephant Shelf .

Produced by the Delta Ladies.

All about the Hot August Fringe Continue reading “Elephant Shelf album ‘In Trouble again’”

Things are not quite going the way I expected on the whole.  Its coming up to 2 year’s  since I left the Civil Service and nothing has gone as I planed. I have learned a lot and mostly I feel less stressed and apart from a few minor lows I have not had any re-occurrence of serious depression but the plans I hoped to put in to action to support myself have flopped quite badly.

I have achieved quite a few things that I am proud of including:

• National Radio play for one of my Glass Cage songs
• Local radio play for Elephant Shelf
• Performing in a fringe festival
• Performing regularly as an accompanist in a west end venue
• Singing lead vocals live with a band regularly
• Telling  jokes as part of the duo act
• Recording and mastering a CD for Elephant Shelf  and getting 1100 pressed
• Playing at some very well known and respected venues
• Joining PRS

I could go on, its been quite a learning curve so on a personal level it’s been good and worth doing but financially its not going well.
I had hoped to do some IT freelancing but on the last project I got unwell and had to stop though ironically I seem to be functioning better than ever now. But I fall apart under any sort of pressure. There has to be something that I can do to make up the short fall financially with out cracking up again.

Give me a home where the Buffalo roam and I will show you the house of someone that just doesn’t care.

The Quality of  mercy may vary, remember other bards may be available.

No means No, but sometimes it means ‘I can’t be bothered to pick up the phone’